to someone special

Though im always finding faults... though i know our relationship ain't as happy as in the past.. i still wish we could be happy forever or at least till we both find ourselves a new relationship...

i do love you.

jingxuan'09

life is so good when your with me! =D=D=D how i wish time would stop..


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNETH!! ]





cheers
jingxuan

75% crashing down.

I'M REALLY AT MY WITS END NOW.

It's like everything just comes crashing down on me and its all my fault. Its just tormenting. You know im someone who tends to speak out when im upset but now im bottling everything up and i find it useless to say out my troubles unless you are genie in the bottle.

just for one moment i really felt like dying. Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues Money matters, family matters , friends matters, relationship issues, grades issues

when will all this slowly vanish?

jingxuan

Confusion's all i see... Frustration surrounds me... Solution bid farewell... sedation, what the hell!


jingxuan

Huije Alena Johnny Jingxuan

sian.. today i woke up at 6 and left house at 6.30 coz i don't wanna be late for the third time. i reached school at bloody 7.15 and waited till my 8am lesson starts. And balonglong with my hot and sexy ds for 45minutes.

Alena Huijie Johnny and i skipped lecture and here we are now slacking in the assess lab killing time. The bloody computers here cant allow facebook and all i can do now is type and blog. Huijie is reading out word by word from what I'm typing now and its irritating hahahaha. Johnny is looking for something "new". Alena went to the toilet and I'm bored to death.


Not meeting ah keong already coz he ends work at 10pm. My mom seemed to look forward to him coming but too bad... next time ba.

Will meet boyfriend today. Hope everything turns out fine=]


jingxuan